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stress level peaking

Nov 19, 2012 - 0 comments

My stress level is peaking and I stress so much. My family is so not making my life any easier. All they wanna do is nag n complain about everything. Its like nothing I do is ever good enough for them. All they wanna notice is that sometimes I go out on my weekends n come home late. But atleast I come home. I go to school I'm trying to find a job its tough. I feel like I'm invisible to them. They don't notice the positives only the negatives. An they find any little thing to gossip about. So u know what f**k them all. If all you wanna do is nag n complain well than I really don't need you. All I need is my love of my life he keeps me happy n calm. I don't know what I'd do without him. He is the only one that notices my accomplishments. He is all I need to keep me happy. He is my family now f**k everyone else. The only opinion an discipline that matters to me is his no one elses. All that matters to me is that he is proud of me and noticing my good deeds. I can't wait to start our lives together n be in our home away from all these negative people. Fml. The day I move into my own home with him is the day I stop letting everyone tell me what to do n how I should live my life. He is the only one that has a say so in what I do. I'm so done with my family good-bye family you are gonna have to earn me back.

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