It's been really tough. The last few days... Hung out at my friends house who's still using this weekend. It was tough because it's like there's a elephant in the room. I kinda let on about my struggle but I stuck to my guns and no pills!!! She even took some pills in front of me! Ouch... hurts... Then this morning I was feeling back pain, super nervous, first day of work so many reasons to use but I made it. I made it through another day and I feel exhausted but feel good. I'm just taking time for myself to heal cause I'm so afraid of getting overwhelmed.... I can do it all...
Days without vicodin