Feb 09, 2009
We had the puppy shower and I have been on 500 mgs of prednisone since Friday...and not sleeping. So very stiff and very very off balance! With about 20 people here Husband made a loud comment that he was cutting off my beer that I wasn't drinking because I couldn't pull out a complete or full statement. Hubby and his sister did all cooking but People who really know me know that I am talk in half sentences any more...but when people are here I get called a dumb bimbo because I can't complete a full thought or sentence. I know what I want to say I see it in my mind but cant say it. I am still having blurry vision and some double vision in left eye...which I am now finding is causing strain my right eye. Also feel like I am getting a chest cold because how weak my immune system is. Just very frustrating. I am trying to be postive and not complain but I am sick of being called names for things I cant control. I wish I could say this is all a joke or I am faking it but I am not...dang. I am sure all test will come back great. But I am still surprised that on the bottle of prednisone it says for MS flair. Also, my Mom said she had a dream about looking in a coffin and thinking it was her but she said it couldn't be because she was there sobbing. She was wondering if it's me that is going to die...I just don't know anymore. So very confused. I think people outside my family know more of whats really going on than my family. They don't want to know....well either do I anymore. MRI for Brain and Brain Stem is Sunday Night at 6 pm...I am not sure when the test will be back from Mayo clinic on Devits Disease. I don't think I have it..but I would like to see a negative.