Dec 02, 2012
Well, if you read about my profile you can see that I'm 15. I have been suspended until Thursday from school-but I don't want to talk about it. Before I got suspended, I cut myself and still do and I have suicidal thoughts sometimes. My parents are thinking about divorcing and I blame myself fully for it. My parents and I don't communicate that much anymore. I've pushed away from friends and family and I don't know what to do. I don't have the guts to cut my wrists, but I cut my ankles. There's a part of me that wants my life to be over and another part of me still wants to be alive. I have told my very close friends that I cut myself, but I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm fed up and tired of trying.