I feel just lost and alone in my struggles to fight this disease. I'm so tired and angry that after all these years of dealing with fibromyalgia that no one really understand all that I go through on a daily basis. It's a struggle to get up everyday and just live. I've been feeling suicidal lately and I just can't seem to get it together. I'm just so tired of being sick. Along with the fibro I've been getting blood transfusions ever 4-6 months. Tomorrow I have to have another one.I'm just sick of the pain tired of being sick and tired. I don't know I just don't know!