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Dec 08, 2012 - 10 comments

well my DH doesn't want to try anymore because its just getting annoying.  I agree but not ready to give up.

I know that I probably wont get knocked up and I have come to terms with it. I would love for it to happen thou.  So I am probably going to cancel this next doc apt (just a clomid check) since my ins wont cover infertility stuff. When the new year hits. start taking metformin again and start my workouts back up and loose weight. Hope that I will get AF on my own. I did just ask for a provera refill to be called into meijer so we will see how many months they give me and I will use that every other month to get AF (keep my hyperplasia down).


UGH this is so sad!  Maybe if we aren't trying the pressure will be off and it will just happen.  I will just have to love up all the other babies in my family.

We have both come to terms that we aren't going to have kids. I am going to keep track of me thou only because i can't quite give it up just yet!


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by journey2motherhood, Dec 08, 2012
Hi Lynn, I was sad to read this  I hate for anyone to give up on their dreams.  I know its been a long road.  I haven't checked in with you awhile but I know you are still trying.  All I can say is I understand the frustration and its hard to go through this but I also want to say stay strong, keep your faith and never give up on your dreams. A the same time, sometimes it does happen when you're not concentrating so much on it.  Try to hang in there, and I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers always! xo

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by JennyB0125, Dec 08, 2012
I am so sorry to hear this, I am pulling for you to catch that little egg on your own.  I hope you hubby will change his mind after a bit, maybe he just needs a break.  I agree with the PP about things happening  when you lease expect it, just work on getting yourself healthier & you never know what could happen! I am keeping my fingers crossed for you!

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by Lynniepooh, Dec 08, 2012
Thanks for the kind words ladies. Mucho appreciated!

Stupid PCOS!

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by JMiller10, Dec 08, 2012
Whatever you and DH do, I wish you guys the best. I know its not easy to even write this journal for you. It took us almost 2 years of trying, and it doesnt get easier each month, just a bigger let down. I hope and pray that your miracle comes. Good luck!

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by Lynniepooh, Dec 08, 2012
We have been trying for 2 years but had some problems with me and now imma be 32 next Saturday and that's ***** too!  It's all to much but I dot want to give up totally just yet!  We shall see

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by pb95, Dec 10, 2012
I am in the same boat and I think it is the theme on MH this month.  I think there will be a whole bunch of us that catch the egg and weren't even thinking hard about it (because you can't ever not think about it just a little bit).  Hope that you are one of them!

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by Lynniepooh, Dec 10, 2012
I hope you get one too!  I haven't Oed yet so we shall see!  If I can get my DH to BD tonite it may be our lucky time!

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by sherrycoup, Dec 11, 2012
lynn - i too tried for 2.5 year to get preggo with chase!  maybe just not tell dh when you are getting close to o.  that way it will all be a suprise when you get your bfp!

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by Lynniepooh, Dec 11, 2012
We did BD!  He suprised me with a bag from Lovers Lane as a early Bday present!  He was ready to Play (LOL TMI)

So we shall see. my temp went up a little this morning and just waiting for it to stay up now

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by Lynniepooh, Dec 11, 2012
I also just talked to Dh about this since I go to the doc on thursday for my clomid check (i was gonna cancel). He told me to go. So I will just get the script for more cloimid (now onto 100mg) and then we can decide if we want to use it or not. I need to get back on Metformin and get back to working out so maybe my body would work better.  My back hurts again so i have to go to the chiropractor this friday.  

I am hoping Yesterday was my O day since we BD then!!!!

Hubby was under the impression that we have been trying for 2 years. but if you really look at it and put it together we tried 3 rounds of cloimd in 2011, found out my cancer scare stuff and then just did my second round of clomid 2012 so we really only tried 5 months!

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