Feb 13, 2009
can hardly function. head hurts. eye hurts. hard to breathe. hurt to much to cough. day ruined. want to die. want morphine drip, wonder whst thats like. so tired, can't sleep. lke eye has heartbeat. i had plans dammit. make anniversary card, how will i do it in time? dollhouse on tonight, gotta enjoy it witjh him, like if buffy were new to us both. super depressed lately. closer to being able to shower on my own. got chair need hadn shower. took aloe and other stuff. drinknig water now.