Dec 29, 2012
My emotional state has been better. I have reverted to containing my instability on the inside. I don't believe my family can deal with me not being a rock or solid foundation. I will be whatever they need, but on the inside my mood swings cripple me at times. I haven't cut on myself in a while. My wife was becoming concerned. I stopped for her. I don't want her to overly worry about me. We both have so much to deal with right now. I pray for her daily. I pray for us daily. The enemy will do whatever he can to break us apart, but our love for each other will endure as long as we choose to support each other. Everything else we surrender to the Lord. Overall my emotional state is okay. An improvement from where it was a week or two ago.