Jan 05, 2013
Just turned 45. Lost our baby boy 5.5 years ago at 20 weeks. Husband dropped a bomb on me in late November that he doesn't want to be married anymore. Losing my marriage is worse than losing my son. My husband just threw us away like we meant nothing. He wasn't even willing to try. I am devastated and very depressed. I lost my marriage, my home, I am living with my parents, and all my friends are over 1,000 miles away. I miss my husband horribly. I am very angry and profoundly sad. We were in the adoption process and now I will probably never be a mother. I am a good, kind, loving person. I DO NOT DESERVE THIS.