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Feeling Depressed.

Jan 15, 2013 - 7 comments
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I'm supposed to be getting ready for school, but I'm feeling so depressed. I just want to crawl up into a ball and just cry. I honestly hate my life. My family hates me and it seems like they're all against me. I have no help towards reaching my dreams from them. I have to do everything on my own. And I'm so stressed about that. It feels like I'm going to fail. I need help and they don't want to give it to me. I don't have ANY friends. My only friend is my boyfriend and he can be a bit much sometimes. I can't even trust him right now and I know that breaks his heart, but he was dishonest so I can't. I don't know how to just "trust" and "give it another chance". The trust will take time. I just want out of this life. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm so sick and tired of going to seek help from counselors, psychiatrists, and behavioral health centers. I don't want to do this anymore. I want my life... Over.

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by margypops, Jan 15, 2013
awwww mornings are the pits arent they , I have found that its my thoughts and if I feel 'blue' I switch them to thinking about mundane and positive things, I focus on getting myself ready and just getting on with ;stuff' I have to do at that moment, it does work.life does get hard when you are toung and you could use family support, can you talk to your parents, tell them how you feel ?

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by StephieSilence, Jan 15, 2013
I told my mom.. She just left my room.

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by margypops, Jan 15, 2013
wow I am sorry , you could use some communication, is there a reason she would be like that ?

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by StephieSilence, Jan 15, 2013
I'm not quite sure. She's always been this way towards me.

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by margypops, Jan 16, 2013
maybe she just doesnt cope too well if there are problems what about Dad can you talk to him more /

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by StephieSilence, Jan 23, 2013
Not really.. :( I wish there was someone but there isn't.

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by margypops, Jan 23, 2013
Then stay busy dont think too much unless its about school and home work , how is school going have you friends there ?if not try to make some ,what about hobbies and sport they can consume you and keep your mind busy ?

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