day 43

Will the cravings ever stop?  I do feel stronger, I slept last night without anything to help but I am still battling the fatigue!  I will try to work out today and I'm taking a day for myself.  Since I've started working I've been working and resting, nothing in between.  I need to take care of myself and all this will get easier.  I know that I need money too but my work is taxing in so many levels.  I'm the only girl in a dirty glass shop, I love it but the stress gets to me.  I need to hook up my private studio because when I've had enough over there I can have fun here.  Maybe I'll do that today.  Yoga, walk the dog, clean garage then go run errands...  Sounds like a full day.  I had been sick the last few weeks and once the weekend comes, I can barely move, do anything and I feel like my brain is fried...  I can use my elbow as an excuse but it doesn't really matter?  I love the work but I am weary because I'm working for a friend.  Next week I'll pull more hours and let all this extra stuff go...  If I can get my studio going I can do my work on the side.  

Days without vicodin