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Jan 17, 2013 - 1 comments
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Well, I am feeling much better psysically, emotionally, not so much. I am craving the pills hardcore, but I am gonna beat this. Part of the problem today, is my job. My boss is one of the most negative people I've ever met, & it's making this terribly difficult, as I seem to be a sponge for his negativity, which would normally be numbed by the pills, but now, it's just me in my real mind. ARG!!!!!!

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by BlastedB, Jan 29, 2013
I am BlastedB on this site and I am 4 days off Vics... I have been using suboxone I recieved from a friend that was using 20-25 pills a day (my worst was around 10 but only recently... more like an average of 6 daily) and it helps IMMENSELY with the physical pain of addiction. I am only using slivers of the recommended dose as even a half dose makes me dizzy. It is like an eraser of the symptoms for me and no real threat of getting hooked on the suboxone itself because I dont like the feeling of, well, eyes playing little tricks on me and general dizzyness... For me there is no euphoria from this med, it is just taking the pain away and I have not thought about vics for 4 days now... I was taking them for over 4 years.

Good Luck and keep fighting!

BlastedB

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