Mar 17, 2008 07:55PM
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Tonight I feel like I am spiraling downward. Racing thoughts. I feel like I am in a hurry to do nothing. I feel rushed and I don't know why. I am anxious, but there is no reasoning for it. I guess I should be thankful for having any feelings at all. That makes me feel guilty. That I should complain about how bad I feel. I've not been diagnosed with bipolarisim. It's not that kind of rollercoaster. I think I may be anxious about being alone for the first time in a very long time. I am anxious about what my friends diagnoses is going to be. She is going for a breast exam at a "breast center". Her normal mamogram didn't show anything, but she has a knot. I can see it and feel it. I am so scared. But I can't let her know that. I have to keep up the facade, even though my insides are torn apart. Please, if you read this and you are of faith, will you pray with me for her?
I am so glad that I found this site. It has helped me immensely in just the few short days I have been here. For those of you who pray, God bless you and thank you!
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