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My Emotions Are Rising And Falling Like The Tides

Mar 17, 2008 07:55PM - 2 comments
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Tonight I feel like I am spiraling downward. Racing thoughts. I feel like I am in a hurry to do nothing. I feel rushed and I don't know why. I am anxious, but there is no reasoning for it. I guess I should be thankful for having any feelings at all. That makes me feel guilty. That I should complain about how bad I feel. I've not been diagnosed with bipolarisim. It's not that kind of rollercoaster. I think I may be anxious about being alone for the first time in a very long time. I am anxious about what my friends diagnoses is going to be. She is going for a breast exam at a "breast center". Her normal mamogram didn't show anything, but she has a knot. I can see it and feel it. I am so scared. But I can't let her know that. I have to keep up the facade, even though my insides are torn apart. Please, if you read this and you are of faith, will you pray with me for her?
I am so glad that I found this site. It has helped me immensely in just the few short days I have been here. For those of you who pray, God bless you and thank you!


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by wannastop2, Mar 17, 2008 08:48PM
I shall pray for your friend, and for you.  Thank you so much for responding to my little problem... when you have so many,,,,I feel foolish.  I am so glad I found this site, this is my first night on it.  I am sure I can beat this thing on my own,,,I am a strong woman, and have no one to blame but myself.  I am sure your friend will be just fine, and I know how hard it is to keep up a facade.  But that is what good friends do.  You hang in there,,and thank you so very much.  I hope to talk to you again.  My prayers are with you.  

by Lee_1963, Mar 18, 2008 07:38PM
Dear wannastop,
Thank you for your prayers. They are appreciated much more than you know! You never have to feel foolish with me. I know some of what you are going through, and it is nothing to feel foolish about! It helps having someone to talk to that understands. You are welcome to cry on my shoulder anytime you need or just want to. My prayers are with you also.
Your friend,
Lee

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