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Another surgery, thank god!

Feb 08, 2013 - 14 comments

After seeing my dr. the other day he suggested surgery either way..if DH's SA is good or not.  IF the SA is good, then he'll know it's more of "me" as to why we're not getting pg and redo the whole HSG and lap.  IF DH's SA are not good then it's the lap and possibly lupron? or birth control?   I told him I've been hurting worse and worse..  My ovaries feel like they're going to explode during ovulation..and during my period I hurt so bad..all I can do is cry and knock myself out with something.  I hurt constantly and I also pass very large clots (sorry tmi).  Also when I'm on my period (sorry TMI again)  I can feel myself needing to have a bowel movement..I can feel it coming down and that makes my ovaries hurt ALOT and my lower back and hips.  In the last 6 months I've also noticed that when I have to pee.. I'll run to the bathroom and almost pee all over myself trying to get my pants down and when I finally get sat down to pee I can count the drops that come out.  Why is it so urgent if only so little comes out??  

Anyways, just noting all of this..and the new things.  I've started taking pre natels which I've never done before.

So DH has his SA next week.  They only accept them Monday -Thursday between 9:15 and 9:30..what a window eh??  Crazy!!!   Anyways, gotta find a day that works well with him and his work schedule right now, but I do know it WILL be done next week.  I'm so nervous and scared..I'm more scared of this than having to have surgery again :(.  Ahhh.  

This IS never ending. :(
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by Risa615, Feb 08, 2013
I am glad you are seeing a doctor to resolve your pain. First get rid of the pain then figure out how to get you prego. You have been so strong, now time to get healthy. Praying for you!
Risa

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by retta483, Feb 08, 2013
I know this is a hard step but just look at it like you are one step closer to the goal of a bfp ! As well as not hurting no one should have :)

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by retta483, Feb 08, 2013
my compter is dumb sent it before i was done . i said no one should have to go threw a painful period :( and i think your on your way to something better :)

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by Sherri90049, Feb 08, 2013
That's great news, Des! Like Loretta said, this will bring you one step closer to your BFP! Hang in there! xx

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by heather727, Feb 08, 2013
well, I hope that you'll finally be able to get some answers after all this! My periods used to be really bad when I was a teen. I went on BC pills and that helped A LOT. Unfortunately, that definitely won't help you get preggers. But maybe they will try BC pills for a few months to give your system a rest. At least you'll at least have a couple months without crazy pain!

Fingers crossed that the SA is good. :)

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by butterflybabies, Feb 08, 2013
I hope Dh's SA comes back good and you get some answers from your surgery. Thinking of you always and praying for you to!

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by Des_a_rae, Feb 08, 2013
Thank you ladies so much.  You have always been so helpful and supportive.  I have so many thoughts and emotions going on here lately and it's been hard just getting through the days.  I'm soo worried about everything and I know I have no control over the final outcome, but I just pray so hard that no matter what, one day we'll have a child of our own.  I first and foremost pray to be pain free, that would be wonderful.  I can't go on living like this..it's misreable, month after month and even throughout the month..it doesn't end just because AF does..but I also pray with everything in me to be a mother one day.  I'm so thankful that I'll have my husband no matter what.  He's amazing and our love and marriage is so strong..and I have family that's wonderful...  but deep inside I have this nagging feeling that I can't shake about his SA :(.  I just want it all over with already..I hate the wait...but then I think..I've waited this long..what's a couple more days.  

Anyone have any idea how long it takes to get the results back?  

Thank you all so much again. It means everything to me to have women like yourselves in my life..even if it is internet  :)

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by Risa615, Feb 08, 2013
Results are fast. When you do am iui with two hours they rate & prepare Sperm so I am pretty sure SA results would be just as fast.
Risa

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by Des_a_rae, Feb 08, 2013
okay..tysm Risa! :)

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by Yrmacias, Feb 08, 2013
Des- I'm glad you are closer to getting some answers and solutions :)

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by pb95, Feb 08, 2013
I am so thrilled for your plan!  It sounds like it will get you the answers and results that you deserve.  I know how it is to live with the daily fear of the unknown, but know that we are all here for you and praying for you.  I hope to hear good news soon!!!!

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by Des_a_rae, Feb 08, 2013
Thank you  both so much.  I know this needs to be done and it has needed to be done for a long time now, I've just been putting it off and hoping for the best.  Well my hope is gone and I'm hurting more and more so now's the time.  I'm praying I can come back with good news.  I pray his SA is good..and hopefully something can be done with me.  

Thank yall so much!!  :)

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by Mom2boys1980, Feb 08, 2013
Ask, Believe and you shall receive it... It clearly says on the bible.
Have faith, things will come your way. Sending you a big hug :)

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by Des_a_rae, Feb 09, 2013
Tysm hun, that's what I'm trying to do.  Let it all go and be in his hands. TY!!

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