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Female, 39, Wise - VA, member since Mar 2008
I'm 39 yrs. old, getting divorced after 22 yrs. of marriage.. I'm a mother of 3 sons that I adore. My life is looking up! I am now off all anti-depressants. I no longer have to take meds for high blood pressure. I guess divorce is what I needed! I am working now and I h... [More]
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The Outside Looks Fine...the inside is at tug-of-war!

Mar 18, 2008 11:42PM - 5 comments

I have depression and panic disorder, along with scoliosis, arthritis, carpal tunnel, and some bone spurs...ughhh! I'm only 39 and feel like I'm 70 ( no offense to anyone that age!) Life is hard for me and from time to time I feel really useless! My sons are what motivates me to get through each day, one day at a time! If anyone understands give me a shout!

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by kittle73, Mar 19, 2008 12:17AM
I completelt understand. I am brand new to this site but it seems we all have a common thread. We need to be heard and helped. I have had depression and panic attacks. I am off the meds now but i can tell you being off it makes you tired and being on it makes it worse lol. If you need anything i am here but know this... you are heard:)

by angel677, Mar 19, 2008 12:42AM
Hi,

Sorry you are having a hard time. I myself get down. I sometimes think it is because I can not do what most everyone my age is doing(I am 31). I really don't know.

  You will be heard here. I think it is a great place to vent and met different people.

Hope everything works out for you.

Best wishes
Angel



by browneyedgyrl, Mar 19, 2008 07:48AM
Thanks Angel, and thanks kittle73 I really appreciate it!

by el_dave, Jun 30, 2008 12:20PM
Hey, remember me? I'm the old fool who wrote you once just to tell you how pretty you are... so now I see this other picture of you and see that you're not just pretty, you're GORGEOUS. Don't feel useless, 'cuz if nothing else you're chasing a lot of guys' blues away by giving them something nice to dream about.

-El Dave

P.S. Divorced? Is your ex's seeing eye dog friendly? Or does he just rely on some of those black glasses and a cane?

by lonewolf07, Jun 30, 2008 05:49PM
I understand and feel the same way in many respects.  But I'm ugly on the outside too and that is the truth.  Most people only care about what's on the outside  but anyone who is motivated by their children, as I was, is not only "fine" but beautiful inside and outside.




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