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Mar 07, 2009 - 1 comments
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Im so sad and miserable all the time..I just want to feel some kind of happiness...now my anxiety has been acting up terribly an di just cant take it anymore..whenerv i think about this guy i like its hurts so much, i think alot about our past and how ill never get to be with him again cuz hes married, i just want it to go away and stop i dont want to think about it anymore...i thought he was the one and we would have a fam together and a house, but he has those things with other people, now i see hmi everyday at work and i just cant take it anymore, i wish i never went back there, i was fine before i saw him again and now all those feelings come bacck.....i just cant do this anymore..........i dont knwo if its exasperated cuz i was depresed before and seemingly getting worse, and maybe if i was happier it wouldnt biother me so much? i dont know, all i know is i dotn want to wake up anymore, im sooo miserable with my life...i dont know what to do.....i need help but noone listens.....im just so sad...

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by seadraem, Mar 09, 2009
I listen sweetie! Give yourself a hug - a squeezy one - from me!! Thinking happy thoughts in your direction (that's North east ;-) ) Hang in there honey!

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