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1 month past.......

Feb 24, 2013 - 0 comments

1 month down...... After 1 full month clean I am finding things to get a little easier.  I am getting my energy back and more proudly my life back. Just the little things like movies with the kids and being out of bed for the entire day are accomplishments. I do find myself however lost when up late. The idea of putting the kids to bed without a pill, watching movies without a pill, and then up alone with no numbing late night snack I am find troubling. It's just old habits ya know!  When I feel alone I want my friend......  I did find that I can get thru it,  and the nights do pass just the same. Just the thought of not having it causes anxiety because I want it, but I know that I don't need it. I can do without and still survive. It's just another day....  

One month down, one day at a time.....

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