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Day 3

Feb 27, 2013 - 3 comments

Well day 3 started ok. Then about 11:30 I had a major craving. So bad that I got some pretty wild thoughts going on how to get some but since I cut out my sources it would have taken to much work.  So after an hour my obsessive thoughts subsided. I made an emergency appointment with my therapist to discuss which helped tremendously.  Then I went to the gym for a second day in a row. Boy did I feel better and more at peace last night.

I'm realizing how much work recovery is but if u reach out n make changes u get moments of peace even early in recovery.   Said a few prayers n had a decent night of sleep as well

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by keith187, Feb 27, 2013
      I remember this old timer at a meeting telling me .....Son, if you put half that drug seeking energy into your recovery you might have a chance.I remember thinking whatever old timer......Now 14 years later and still struggling to stay clean...His words ring true........ There is so much more to it than just quitting drugs.....Your on the right path ....Just stay on it.

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by jimi1822, Mar 22, 2013
The path to a thousand mile journey begins with just one step =0)

                                                                     Prayers, Blessings, <3, and light. . . .

                                                                                                 jimi (lil wing =0)

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by EvolverU, Mar 22, 2013
It sounds like you've got a great attitude. The exercise will definitely help and so will the 'making changes' that you mentioned. I'm glad you're getting sleep so early on. That's particularly promising! Rock on and best of luck.

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