Feb 27, 2013
Well day 3 started ok. Then about 11:30 I had a major craving. So bad that I got some pretty wild thoughts going on how to get some but since I cut out my sources it would have taken to much work. So after an hour my obsessive thoughts subsided. I made an emergency appointment with my therapist to discuss which helped tremendously. Then I went to the gym for a second day in a row. Boy did I feel better and more at peace last night.
I'm realizing how much work recovery is but if u reach out n make changes u get moments of peace even early in recovery. Said a few prayers n had a decent night of sleep as well