Feb 28, 2013
I don't feel like a kid. I'm only 17, why don't I feel like I am. Shouldn't my life revolve around friends, video games, school, sports maybe. None of those things interest me. I have no friends besides my boyfriend but he's in college right now. I have no one to talk to my own age. Even my boyfriend is 22. I don't think anyone my age would like me i'm so different. All I think about is health, it's taken over my life and I hate it. I want to be a normal kid, I only have a year left. I just didn't think I'd be here now looking at my life at 17 and thinking I'm too old but I've been feeling like his since I was 15.