Mar 01, 2013
OK, so here's the situation. My temp has been up for the last two days. I feel like I am having pregnancy symptomes (but that's every month lol)! Tomorrow we leave for Cancun. I promised myself that if / when I become pregnant again I will meet with my priest immediately. I took a pregnancy test today after work. I real cheapie, and it was the middle of the day. BFN. I was hoping if it was a BFP I could call my church today and see him. So, now I will wait until tomorrow to test with FMU. If it is positive I will have limited time to try to reach Father, and meet with him before we leave. But if I don't do it and something happens I know I will feel like it is my fault for not following through on my promise. Also, if it is BFP I will be nervous about going to Mexico (because I am a super nervous flyer and usually take some type of anti anxiety). I always feel like my timing is off!! It may not sound like a big deal, but I am totally fretting about it. I know all I can do is wait until tomorrow, test and take it from there, but it is not easy.