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So sick of being alone...

Mar 04, 2013 - 2 comments

I'm 22+5 with twin boys. I'm so happy and so blessed and have an amazing 10 year old who helps me out in so many ways.

Since I kicked my hubby out for being a cheating jackass I've honestly been happy. I can do my own thing and what not but I miss being held and loved...
I feel totally alone ( even tho I have a full support system) but its not them same ... I want to feel loved and kissed and made love to AMD what not... someone to fall asleep next to AMD wake up with.. someone to hold me just because or when I need it.. someone to open a door for me or send me flowers.. tell me im beautiful even tho I feel like a hippo... I'm sick of TV and movies due to all these fairy tale romance and seeing people kissing at Starbucks... grrrr! I hate him so much for doing this to me and ruining ´╗┐the promised image of forever we shared on our wedding day... I'm sick of being alone... I want to be loved by a good man... maybe someday... maybe Disney AMD its idea or love ever after isn't a bunch of bull... we shall see....

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by New Mommy 2 Be 2007, Mar 16, 2013
I'm sorry you have to go thru being pregnant with out your husband, I remember you posting about what he did, I probably would feel the same as you. I know it hurts but someday you'll meet your prince and fall in love. Life is hard sometimes, everything happens for a reason. I'm also hurting and I'm pushing my DH, he's 37 I'm 25. We got married in church this past September we dated for 8 years and we have two kids together. Maybe once your twins are born you can start meeting new people. You didn't deserve to be treated like that.  Life is hard sometimes but having faith and things will get better

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by tweetie30, Mar 16, 2013
I'm srry that ur goin thru this alone ik how it feels I'm tired of being alone myself so i know how u feel plus I mite be a single mom I want the same someone to be there for me and hold me to but to u I hope and pray everything works out for u

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