So, at first I was good. I had to go pick up my daughter for her road test. She passed, got her drivers license. Then, she starts with the I can go places by myself, can I take the car to track practice by myself tonight? No, I have things to do. I told her that she probably will not get the car very often especially during the week. Then she's all like well then buy me a car. I know she was kidding, but I was pissed and yelled that I can't even pay for my car. So, I dropped her off for practice and went to get my son from school. He was good for a little while, and ok at school. So, I let him watch a movie. He had cereal for dinner and asked if he could have ice cream for dessert. I stated that he could. Went to get the ice cream and it was all soupy. I thought the fridge was broken and got all upset. Then, my son said he had turned the number dial. Here my son had turned the coolness level to 0. I was so pissed and told him he couldn't have anything else to eat for now. He proceeded to go to the fridge on his own. I told him if he didn't sit down and watch his movie I would turn it off. He then opened the fridge and I turned off the movie. He is screaming, knocking things over, throwing things. I didn't know what to do. Spanking him only makes him more mad, so what do I do? He has a therapy appt. Fri and I have one tomm. so maybe I can figure this out. Then, I talk to my grandma on the phone and she is yelling at me, again, about my house. I wish I could just "get off my *** and clean" because then maybe she would leave me alone for a change and just talk about nice, good things. But no.
There was one really goood thing that happened though. My son was drawing everyone a super hero for super hero day. He drew my dad as a super hero bug. He said to me that he wanted to call papa and tell him. I stated that I would call for him. He said, no I wanna call. I gave the phone to him and told him which numbers to press and then press the green button. So, I guess it starts ringing and he keeps saying hello, hello, and I said you don't say hello until you hear papa say hello. So, they had a nice little conversation about super hero day and my son gave him a kiss at the end. That was such a cool bonding thing, it was great, I almost cried. Also, my dad told me that he is finally seeing a psychiatrist tomm....yea