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PARENT/TEACHER INTERVIEWS.... Scared...

Mar 25, 2013 - 5 comments

I have parent/teacher interviews today...i dont want to go anymore. I havent had the best start to the school year. My anxiety has gotten the better of me, with my school work and all. And i have been a complete and utter failure when trying to complete and hand in my work. If you have read my previous journal, i am very exhausted and i know that does play a part in the efficiency of my school work. I already know what the teachers are going to say...'Marcy could contribute to the class more, and needs to hand in her schoolwork on time. She needs to learn how to relax. Marcy actually came to class once very overwhelmed by how tired she was...she was crying.'
i dont want them telling my parents that i cried in class. my mum thinks i am ok, but i know i am not. I am very scared on what my counsellor will say to my mum also. Aghhhh excessive worry is taking over my life...i cant relax....

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by Nighthawk61, Mar 25, 2013
Don't worry honey, the things that your teacher is going to talk to your mom about is only to help your mom help you. Please think of it that way. We all go through stages in our lives, kids and adults are not exempt. Your teacher and your mom have gone through the same types of stages that you're going through. Use this as a beginning to make things better, for you, and for you and your mom. And remember, everybody loves an underdog, you can come back from this, and prove to yourself and everybody else, that you can get through this stage and get on to bigger and better things. It takes a lot of self examination to make changes. You should have people to talk to, in your life, about what you're going through personally. You need some help, is all.

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by Nighthawk61, Mar 25, 2013
We all need help at one time or another kiddo~xo Liz

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by mishymoshymarcy, Mar 25, 2013
Thanks Liz. I was really anxious before but now its over, i think i am ok...  I should get through thus sometime soon...and i am finding it really hard to change...

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by Nighthawk61, Mar 26, 2013
Just try to take baby steps and open up to people who care about you, and talk about how you're feeling these days. I know you are not feeling like you want to let your family in, but try to do little things and allow some of their love in, it will help you know that, right? I'm glad you got through it. The most important part of the message is that you still care about keeping up and you haven't given up entirely, like so many poor lost souls. Keep caring Marcy. Keep trying. Baby Steps. You can do it. Tell yourself you don't want to be a loser, and you will always just TRY to do your best. Don't give up. You don't have to be perfect. You're just going through a rough patch. It will get better.

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by mishymoshymarcy, Mar 28, 2013
Thanks. Well I have school holidays now so I will be able to catch up with work and everything. Also I wish I could believe it would help me , to talk to my family I mean... I will see how I go....

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