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this is so frustrating

Mar 31, 2013 - 11 comments
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Trying To Conceive

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Ovulation

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pregnant

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sex



well me and my fiance have been trying to conceive since I quit my birth control in December. the hardest part is waiting to find out. all my ovulation tests last month came up negative. so maybe I just didn't catch it. if it didn't work this month I hope it works next month. My period is suppose to start somewhere around the 3rd of april. But im having no signs of pms or anything. So im going crazy sitting here and waiting. And hoping and praying. But I dont feel any different. Like im pregnant, but I know its also way to early even if I am pregnant.
Im not going to get my hopes up like I did last month. I know in time I will get pregnant. I just need to talk myself into relaxing and try to concentrate more on having enjoyable sex, not stress myself out. But sometimes I just wanna say f-it. But I know thats not true. Im 27 or almost will be in july. I have 2 kids from a previous marriage. I had 1 when I was 18 & the other when I was 21. Now me and my new fiance want 1 of our own. He already has a boy from his previous marriage. So now im so lost.. I just want to get pregnant again. I had a miscarrige sept. 2011. And had to have a d&c done. So now im worried because of that I wont be able to have any more kids. But the doctor said k would be able too. I dont know I just had to let some of this out....:-(

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by Weeteecee, Apr 10, 2013
Ah bless you, I hope you fall pregnant soon, It's the waiting that is frustrating, try not too think of it too much, try to even forget your trying and like you say.. Just enjoy the sex, maying that's all you need to do is relax. Good luck Hun

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by kandjmom, Apr 12, 2013
well now I'm a week and two days late for my ***. I went to the health department two days ago. for a pregnancy test and it was negative. the lady told me that I was probably testing too early. and to retest every week until I got a positive test or my AF. I can't take it any longer I want to know if I'm pregnant or if I'm not pregnant. Uuuhhhh.. I'm going crazy

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by kandjmom, Apr 12, 2013
Ha! It put *** instead of af.

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by patito27, May 01, 2013
So you get your period in April?

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by kandjmom, May 03, 2013
no I never had a cycle in April. I still haven't had a cycle yet. I go to the OBGYN May 7th. hopefully they can tell me what's wrong....

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by neharishu, May 04, 2013
Hope so u gv us gud news aftr chk up

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by ajh2585, May 16, 2013
Good luck hun!!! Any good news? :)

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by kandjmom, May 16, 2013
yeah I went to the OBGYN. I wasn't pregnant. he prescribed me provera. to basically restart my cycles. I finally started bleeding on Tuesday. they said that was withdrawal bleeding. and I took my last pill today. but now I have stopped bleeding almost. and want some medicine is out of my system that's when my cycle is supposed to start. I'm just wondering after my cycle is over if it starts, will I ovulate late? this is making me so frustrated still.

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by kandjmom, May 16, 2013
I meant once the medicine is out of my system I should start bleeding with them two to three days or a week

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by kandjmom, May 16, 2013
and the doctor never gave me a reason why I did not have my cycles for April or May. they called it something like secondary amenorrnia
(I don't think I spelt that right)

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by keisha253, Jul 28, 2013
i hope this time work for u gud luck

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