Mar 31, 2013
well me and my fiance have been trying to conceive since I quit my birth control in December. the hardest part is waiting to find out. all my ovulation tests last month came up negative. so maybe I just didn't catch it. if it didn't work this month I hope it works next month. My period is suppose to start somewhere around the 3rd of april. But im having no signs of pms or anything. So im going crazy sitting here and waiting. And hoping and praying. But I dont feel any different. Like im pregnant, but I know its also way to early even if I am pregnant.
Im not going to get my hopes up like I did last month. I know in time I will get pregnant. I just need to talk myself into relaxing and try to concentrate more on having enjoyable sex, not stress myself out. But sometimes I just wanna say f-it. But I know thats not true. Im 27 or almost will be in july. I have 2 kids from a previous marriage. I had 1 when I was 18 & the other when I was 21. Now me and my new fiance want 1 of our own. He already has a boy from his previous marriage. So now im so lost.. I just want to get pregnant again. I had a miscarrige sept. 2011. And had to have a d&c done. So now im worried because of that I wont be able to have any more kids. But the doctor said k would be able too. I dont know I just had to let some of this out....:-(