Today started out kind of slow. I was disoriented when I woke up because The Other called me from Abby's phone, so it was her ring tone, but his voice. At first I was thinking about whether I should be mad because I thought, "Why the eff would Alex be with Abby?" It just didn't register, so I went silent. We ended up going to the Broad Street Market but I lost my appetite and I was annoyed with the surrounding people and a loud little girl. I could feel a mood festering in myself.
Abby kept asking, "what do you want to do?" and it gets old. What we ended up doing was going to Salvo and I scored. I got a quilt for 2 bucks - do you have any idea how much they are, hand made? The Amish make them by hand and it runs from 500 up. Even if you go to an antique store, flea market, or yard sale, it's very rare to find a hand sewn quilt for less than 200. One time I found the most AWESOME one for like, $10 and it was in great condition. However when Tim and I did laundry at his mom's house, she "lost" it, aka threw it away because she's mean and racist.
I also got a neat brown comforter, a super pale green men's button down shirt with front ruffle. It looks like something would wear from maybe the last 5 decades or so ... you know, a prom shirt? It was an 2XL, but it was so ugly that it was cool, so I got it because I'm all about altering things. People I've met like my "sense of fashion" because I'm fairly creative. I make things "mine".
I also got a men's generic white button down shirt - I always wear things like that. I'm into endogenous things and again, making my mark on them. I got a red tote that I'm going to alter to be a "fun bag". My "fun bags" are bags that I put things in that I think will keep me entertained if I have to go somewhere. For example, books, video games for my DS, fill in puzzles, MP3 player, etc.
I got a sweater, because I love sweaters. And a cute pair of shoes. I think that's it. Oh, and two lingerie tops. I wear lingerie slips/dresses and tops and you know, "make them mine". Etc.
I started out in a mood but I felt okay. Now that I have a headache, I'm a bit sleepy and I think I'm going back into a mood. The gloomy weather is bothering me, too. I wish it were warmer. I also wish I would lose weight faster. I forgot to go to my last meeting, so I'm pretty sure I gained weight. I just hope it isn't a lot. :( I get so discouraged.