Don't really feel like eating because of been under a lot of stress, which this morning has gone through the roof because of arguing. so not ate anything this morning, which isn't a bad thing per say, seeing as we are running low on money, which in itself has heightened the stress, because that's mainly come from the possibility that I could be up the duff, which I'm terrified to find out because if I can't look after myself how the hell am I going to raise someone else. We never have enough money. Then there's the fleeting panic that I am not doing it in a house full of occasional drug takers, and heavy drinking men, who don't know the meaning of clean. highlights how much I've grown and how much he hasn't I guess.