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falling off the wagon
Mar 21, 2009 12:00AM
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I managed to consume 25 cigarettes, 1/2 gram of speed, 6 alcoholic drinks and 20 comes of marijuana. Today I feel like hell but I do not feel sorry for myself, just pick myself up and start again. I understand, after thinking all day, how this happened and I realise there are certain situations that I am going to have to avoid.
Boy, do I understand how hard it can be. You have a wonderful attitude though. We all fall offf the wagon every now and then.
"I am not concerened that you have fallen. I am concerned that you arise." -Abe Lincoln
"I am not concerened that you have fallen. I am concerned that you arise." -Abe Lincoln
I was an alcoholic. One of the keys to my stabilizing my moods was not drinking alcohol anymore. The addition realy through my chemicals out of balance causing massive mood swings. If you are looking for some stability in you moods, you need to get off the drugs and alchohlo and get sleep. I had manic episodes just like what you are describing. I am also Bipolar II like you. I hope that you can get some stablility in your moods.
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