Apr 14, 2013
GAHHHH!!!!!!! ***EXPLETIVES** WHYYYYYY?!?!
I went to the hospital, and they found another small mass. I'm so tired of this crap, seriously, I can't handle it!! I just want cancer to leave me and my family alone! I feel SO defeated. I just wanna be better already and forget all this bull ever happened, but like...I don't even know if I'm even gonna get better at this point, like I don't even know if that's the plan anymore. They just keep talking about "stabilization" and stuff, and I just wanna be better, I can't live like this. I really can't live like this. /rant