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A Week Of Silence
Mar 25, 2008 04:39PM
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It's been more than a week since I last heard from my boyfriend..I've sent many text messages and emails and didn't get any reply...I emailed him the letter I wrote a while back telling him about our whole story from the time we met till the day he left...Not even a word from him.
Sometimes I wonder am I pushing him too hard or is he simply not interested in remembering me anymore? I'm so afraid of getting a text message from him saying that he wants to move on with his life. I really don't know what to do, it's driving me crazy. I'm worried especially now that I'm not traveling to see him in June as I had intended. He's still not ready, he said it himself.
Sometimes I wonder am I pushing him too hard or is he simply not interested in remembering me anymore? I'm so afraid of getting a text message from him saying that he wants to move on with his life. I really don't know what to do, it's driving me crazy. I'm worried especially now that I'm not traveling to see him in June as I had intended. He's still not ready, he said it himself.
where are you and where is he? I went through the same thing honey. My boyfriend of three years and we were high school sweet hearts went away to the army. Everything was great we stayed together during his boot camp time and even when he came back. He was shipped off to Iraq right after is graduation. We were still ok for a bit however long distance does not work and it was really hard on us. Sorry long story short when my boyfriend didnt call me in a week or so I found out later he was cheated on me through my space with his ex girlfriend saying what he is going to do to her when he gets back on top of when he did come down got his ex pregnant and that was that for us. It does hurt so much however I really think that if he is away and hasnt called you he isnt thinking of you and doesnt care to call. I know you hate to hear this cuz I know I did however get out while you can and go out and meet people because there is something going on there and it doesnt sound too good.
ok so I just read the rest of your journal and sorry I didnt know your boyfriend had a stroke and yes if his memory was lost that may be a sign that he doesnt remember being with you none of the less maybe he never thought he could ever be with you or someone like you. Not trying to make you feel bad but most people who lose memory often look at a person who was once a loved one and think to them self that they dont think they were ever with them. On the other hand he could feel awkward being with you when you live in different countries and have no idea who you are.
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