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Mar 23, 2009 - 0 comments
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Tomorrow is 69 and maybe that explains why sex is always on my mind.  Vegas was such a tease but I will use it as inspiration.  I am getting over my crush as his face fades from the back of my eyelids.  Still repeating his beautiful name all day long.  It worked before, I'd long for him and he's show up... Now I'm just being a silly girl.  I am thankful to have stayed off pills this long and understand my addiction.  Understand that drugs don't make me better it's the opposite.  One of my sober friends thinks I should quit everything, alcohol included and I can't imagine.  I can imagine quitting pot, I usually only smoke at night but I love beer.  I don't drink everyday but I have been known to get drunk.  I guess if I work out than I'll want to use anything...  
we'll try that cause I want to look hot this summer....


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