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That is the problem with BiPolar disorder, the euphoria does not last forever.  I agree with you, it feels great and I didn't want it to go away, but it always did.  I noticed that you are going to see a new psychatrist and my suggestion is to make sure he / she is very experienced in treating bipolar disorder.  I went from one doctor to the other until I finally found a really terrific one.  We really worked hard on getting me balanced.  I was really out of control and have a very elevated case of BP so there is hope for everyone who want to help themself.