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Mar 25, 2009 - 2 comments
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My friend Matt used to make fun of me because when I was frustrated, I would always hit the same keys ... every single time.  I'm going to make this short.  I'm cranky but more apathetic and since I'm apathetic, I'm tired.  I had what was a good day turned into a lame one.  I have all these people telling me I look, sound, seem different ... in a good way.  That I seem better and then I get it in my head that maybe they're right.  Why?  Because I can't make a decision for my life.  Anyway.  So I think I'm happy and I feel uncomfortable and actually scared because it's an unfamiliar feeling.  It's not happiness.  I'm just ... STILL MANIC.  I don't want to get into it.  I'd rather smash my head against the wall.  That's all I feel like doing right now.  Smashing myself against stuff.  UGHHHHHHHHH.  

I AMMMMM FRRRUUUSSSTTRRRAAATTTEEDDDDD!!!!

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by jagat02, Mar 27, 2009
Don't smash yourself. It will hurt. And it will not decrease the frustration too. Your friend was trying to make you smile.

You will be alright. Don't you worry so much.

Just lie in the bed or do some exercises to vent out the excess energy.

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by hyeyung, Mar 27, 2009
Easier said than done ...

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