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Waiting to be a mommy
Mar 26, 2008 11:06PM
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Well I havent been on here in a while. I suppose its because DH and I have been taking some time off and trying on our own and planning our vacation thats coming up in may. I told my DH that I have this nagging feeling that I will never become a mommy..its like my gut is telling me that no matter what I do it wont happen for us. DH has been pretty quiet about this whole IF process but has in the past 2 weeks finally started to express his own anger and frustration. He said he kept it in because he didnt want to stress me out anymore. It is frustrating but still nice to know that he is feeling the same emotions that I am and that I am not crazy for feeling so depressed, angry and frustrated. I am truley tired of friends who are preggers saying to me that they feel guilty that they are preggers and I am not. I have completely stopped talking about it to my BFF's because I feel like Im just bringing them down and they are probably tired of hearing me b**** about it. Although they do ask what is going on with us and this journey. It seems like they werent listening to me since I mentioned to them last month that we would be trying on our own for a few months and then moving on to IUI. Ive come to realize that the only one I really need to confide in and lean on for support is my DH. Who is the best DH ever. I love him more now than when we first got married 8yrs ago!! Wow cant believe its been that long...I just wish we didnt wait so long to try and to seek an RE for help. Being 33 scares me that my time is running out...My mother-in-law told me that maybe if I lost weight I would get preggers. I starting to think maybe? With technology today the way it is its amazing to me that there is no easier/magic way of getting preggers without the huge expense that most cant afford. I am grateful that we can afford all this since insurance doesnt cover anything. But it sucks that so many people cant afford this and that so many people who dont deserve kids are having them..AF showed up today and I just needed to vent..Thanks to all those who listen...And good luck to all!!
Lily
Lily
Well hello there, ive been trying for nearly 6 years and i know how you feel, i feel like i can help you.
At the moment im sitting here with 3 embys in me and this is ivf number 7, i havenever been pregnant and hardly get eggs its a complete task to get somewhere with it. Dont tell to many people and if friends ask simply say
AHH cant be bothered anymore if it happens it happens if it doesnt then so be it. What ever you do dont put in your mind negative thoughts my god everythng you tell your self your minds listens to that thought and does it so be careful start changing the way you think and get strong about it, have you read the secret.... oh my godits a good book. Keep your chin up and when your feeling like **** remind yourself hey im just one in many, when you see someone that has a baby that is a peice of **** say to yourself poor child . Got to go now my hubby just got home
and i have to have my needle to surport my 3 embys.
At the moment im sitting here with 3 embys in me and this is ivf number 7, i havenever been pregnant and hardly get eggs its a complete task to get somewhere with it. Dont tell to many people and if friends ask simply say
AHH cant be bothered anymore if it happens it happens if it doesnt then so be it. What ever you do dont put in your mind negative thoughts my god everythng you tell your self your minds listens to that thought and does it so be careful start changing the way you think and get strong about it, have you read the secret.... oh my godits a good book. Keep your chin up and when your feeling like **** remind yourself hey im just one in many, when you see someone that has a baby that is a peice of **** say to yourself poor child . Got to go now my hubby just got home
and i have to have my needle to surport my 3 embys.
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