Just a gloomy day ... rain and didn't feel good. I felt a little bit better because I was grocery shopping and I found a huge bag of animal crackers. But despite the many hours I spent in Wal-Mart trying to get activity points and kill time, I forgot my wallet.
I want space from Alex. He was still mad at me yesterday and I'm null and void. He wants to hang out tonight but I don't want to. I think I'm starting to regress and isolate. But it's hard for me to tell because I don't have any other friends. Mehr left for Saudi yesterday and I haven't heard of Ngoc or Adam, which is normal for Ngoc, but not Adam. I feel lonely but 1/2 of me wants to stay lonely.
Maybe I'm not trying to isolate myself. Because I am trying to get out more and stay out. It helps a bit, even if it is a bummer of a day.