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Mar 26, 2009 - 0 comments
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Just a gloomy day ... rain and didn't feel good.  I felt a little bit better because I was grocery shopping and I found a huge bag of animal crackers.  But despite the many hours I spent in Wal-Mart trying to get activity points and kill time, I forgot my wallet.  

I want space from Alex.  He was still mad at me yesterday and I'm null and void.  He wants to hang out tonight but I don't want to.  I think I'm starting to regress and isolate.  But it's hard for me to tell because I don't have any other friends.  Mehr left for Saudi yesterday and I haven't heard of Ngoc or Adam, which is normal for Ngoc, but not Adam.  I feel lonely but 1/2 of me wants to stay lonely.  

Maybe I'm not trying to isolate myself.  Because I am trying to get out more and stay out.  It helps a bit, even if it is a bummer of a day.  

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