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So AF came 2 weeks late (which is normal since coming off the pill) and just ended.  I had a blood test done on Thursday (the day before AF showed up) just to be sure since I was cramping like before.  The first day of AF was killer and I couldn't even go into work because cramps were so bad.  Yesterday I finally got results of the blood test (since lab screwed it up and didn't get to OBGYN on time).  My HcG was -2, so I was so not pregnant.  I think I was so anxious to be pregnant this month because I thought it would be neat and ironic to have a baby in December 08 after miscarrying in December 07.  So now I realize it will happen when it was supposed to, unfortunatly this past month when I was cleared to try and conceive I got sick for about 2 1/2 weeks and the hubby was sick a week before me.  So now we are both feeling healthy! But I know it will happen when it is supposed to and I don't want to get caught up in checking my BT or cervix to know when I'm ovulating.  I also won't track when we BD.  I'm 24 and I know it will happen.  My husband and I have talked about this, and we both feel that for now we'll just go with the flow and if after 5 or 6 months no pregnancy - then I'll probably starting tracking things.  Good Luck to everyone TTC and thank you for all your posts because they give me inspiration and hope.