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Sorry, God...but I am losing hope!

Mar 27, 2008 09:04AM - 2 comments

So, I started with a sore throat on Friday of last week (before Easter), it got worse on Sat., but on Sunday - I really thought that the worst was over and it was just a bad cold.   But it has moved to my chest and is still with me, driving me crazy, making me irritable and short tempered!  I can't imagine (well, I can because I do know that with God all things are possible, but I think that it's okay to be a realist about this!), but I have been coughing so much and for the last two nights, had to take Nyquil to be able to get any sleep at all, so I just can't see how a pregnancy can develop this time!

I am always disappointed when AF shows or I realize that I am out of the race; the latter usually happening first in my head with the former simply confirming it for my body!  But my overall mood is different now - I do believe that I will be pregnant and that my time will come!

I know that folks would say "5DPO?? It's WAY to early to know if you are out of the running!"! However, I firmly believe that the longer we go through this the sooner we 'know' in our heart what's going to happen and second, I know how unbelievably crappy I feel. (Heck, my BBT is higher than it's EVER been, so I am pretty sure that I have a fever!)

Oh, well - there's always tomorrow!  Back to bed for me!!

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by rukiyar, Mar 27, 2008 04:25PM
Always remember that it is darkest before dawn, with all the hope you have written which is reallly pure love I know God will give you a child , and than child will be forever blessed to have you as a mom, stay strong . Wishing you much success and prayers.

by scienceteacher79, Mar 27, 2008 04:53PM
I got pregnant when I was SICK AS A DOG! I coughed so hard my stomach hurt. I had a fever from the time I O'ed to about 5-7dpo. I actually think the immune system going down is what helped me! Do NOT give up yet!! Don't you dare! You are not out until AF shows - you know that. We all are pulling for you! Promise me you won't give up!  My BBt went up from 7 dpo until after I found out I was preggo. So, you never know!!! Hang in there!!! HUGS to you!!

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