Mar 27, 2009
I understand that I should be grateful for my job, in these 'tough times' I keep hearing about. (Those of us living 'comfortably' below the poverty line don't often notice the economic shift, being broke all the time anyway. )
Job: We have a bike locker. It's close to where I live. There are showers and a full kitchen. I have benefits. (Which would be great - if I could afford to use them upfront though..)
I just have a really hard time working under someone that is really incompetent, having to make up for their mistakes and not doing anything really active, or creative in my workplace. My real strengths are never utilized and I do not believe in retail, no matter how 'green' it poses to be. I am bored. I am unmotivated. I am uninspired and lack any real drive to go anywhere else, as this job is draining much of my energy.
I am getting scared... This is not like me!! I am a 'firecracker', a 'go-getter' and a high performance type.... My withdrawal from everything is beginning to freak me out a little. All I want to do is sleep, eat overly healthy foods, try to meditate and find happiness this crazy way...