May 01, 2013
Free of Tramadol so free of anxiety. A little down because of bowel pain, even after op yesterday. Don't know why I'm still having bad tummy especially on waking. Sick of it. I'm just gonna eat what I want now. Sick of not being able to eat meat, bread anything except broth, a banana and orange. Fed up with having to take valium. Wish I could just stop, but not allowed to as it's dangerous. I hate valium. It makes me too tired! It never worked for anxiety when I had it bad. It's a deadener of motivation, spirit and a depressant and I want off it!