May 04, 2013
So today was kinda strange. It felt weird that I didn't have to take any pills today. So I had a cup of joe for the first time in awhile couldn't finish it. It felt strange and relieving at the same time. Tummy felt all weird now it's almost 4am and I'm still awake with meds to help me sleep. A lot good that's doing. I mean I was sleeping a bit better but now nope. I did get out and see a friend but I don't feel like myself. I know that may take sometime. My mind is racing and for once I wish I had a button to turn it off. I'm jumping all over the place with my words. I feel like I've been in space for 6 months and now it's back to earth but bad thing is I have to get acclimated. Weird but feels that way.