May 08, 2013
I'm really having a bad day today. My health issues, and the pain that comes with them are really bad to day. My mind is going in circles. Too much to worry about. No way to fix any of the problems. Need medical and dental insurance so bad so I can take care of my issues. At 53 years old and no income, and no dependent children our government won't even give me medicaid! I think this ***** since peo[ple that are not u.s. citizens can even get help; but not their own! Due to economy, and bad health and mental stability I can't get or even keep a job. Any body have an answer to that? Tried to get disability for 4 years, but so far that's a no go also. Why does the Lord allow this kind of torture? I pray for healing, deliverance, peace, and sometimes that I don't even wake up the next morning. I don't like me very much these days. I miss my husband so much; and he's been dear since 1998! God I'[d love to be in heaven with him. No more sorrow, suffering ,pain, tears, or worries! That is my only hope. The question is when will it happen.