May 12, 2013
Just sitting here in my own head thinking. While everyone else in the house is sleeping. Ahhhhh
I have to believe my mentors and all those who have paved the way for me that this does get easier. That each time you resist a temptation to take a pill. It will get easier. I'm counting on that!!! Please God let this be true.
I want to try to keep myslef focused on the postive and keep moving forward in my journey. I want to be a good mom, good wife, good daughter, good sister, good friend, I want to help those in need, good hygienist and have a good relationship w all my staff and patients.
I want to keep being clean in the front of my mind so I can be successful and stay clean.
I have so much to be thankful for. Feel very blessed Just never want to let my guard down. I never want to go down that road of taking a pill ev day again!! I won't do it!! It disgusts me.
Rambling on. Lol. Goodnight