May 16, 2013
So this journal is not directed at anyone in particular or of events... It's just a vent in my mind.
So there was a huge MH ordeal where it was "us" against "them", the people who finally had their blessing to those still struggling. But what I don't understand is the double standard. Why should I waste time I could be spending with my family to come on here to check in and support those still struggling when no one cares how I'm doing.
I rarely get notes or comments or anything...now I will be honest, I don't care. I know we are all busy and have busy lives. I'm not one of those people who needs constant attention to feel I matter but don't expect the same from me. People have deleted profiles and made up alias' to "avoid" the unkind people... They have deleted me and what not, but I don't care... It just annoys me that people expect me to be that way, or any of us...
Why is it ok for one person to be busy but not others, why can one person not respond immediately and it's fine but another person is doesn't and their blacklisted??
This used to an amazing place for support and advice and now it's just seems like a bunch of caddy women making cliques... It's really quite sad. I see statuses bashing other women, people gossiping about others... What happened??? How in a few short years did it become this?? Now don't get me wrong, there are still quite a few understanding good hearted people left. And I'm not innocent, I've rolled my eyes one more the one occasion, but when did it become so selfish. So "it's all about me, listen to me, only I matter"
I think maybe my time has come.... It's hard to invest my time in something that just ***** the life out of you.
So if anyone even read this, thanks for listening to my vent and rambling...LOL!!!