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getting tired and frustrated from all the BFN's!
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Female, 35, Ponte Vedra Beach - FL, member since Mar 2008
What a long strage trip it's been.
5/08 - IVF - BFN AGAIN!
4/08 - IVF... [More]
5/08 - IVF - BFN AGAIN!
4/08 - IVF... [More]
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Tick Tock
Mar 31, 2008 06:54PM
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I've tried to remove all stress of this IVF cycle, by making peace with family, being open about the cycle with my boss, and trying to do everything as properly as possible. I still can't help but be worried about the success of the cycle and begin the negative self talk. I want this for me and I want it so badly for my husband - the most generous, patient and thoughtful man around. Big day on Wednesday...praying some of the funky sized eggs will fertilize. Dr said on Sunday that we have several, but all different shapes and sizes. We thought it was a male facotr, but now I am beginning to wonder. Saying our prayers!
It is going to work out. We both have seen some challenges and disappointents..now is the time to maintain positive thoughts and words that will bring encouragement. Tomorrow is the big day for ER.........my prayers are with you.
Erakal
Erakal
How did everything go? How do you feel? Get plenty of rest.
Thanks, E. They got 13 eggs. Waiting to hear how many fertilized. Some very large, some too immature, but hopefully more than one out of the 13.
I am more sore this cycle than previously. How are you feeling? Have you transferred yet?
I am more sore this cycle than previously. How are you feeling? Have you transferred yet?
Yes, I transferred 3 day 5 blasts. I am VERY sore. That is due to the number of follicles.
I am so happy for you and your husband. You had a good number of follicles. Hopefully they will keep on growing to blast. If, not day three and then.....STICK LITTLE ONES SITCK!
Dr. S. asked me did we speak regularly and I said yeppers, can you tell me how she is? Well, I did not get an answer, so....how are you? My daughter accidentally kicked me yesterday and I almost had a nervous breakdown....I mean it! I freaked out! She got me right in my tummy..she was only playing but OH LORD! It hurt so bad. I could NOT stop crying. I had my husband praying and he was trying to calm me down..all I could think of was.....of my goodness...I JUST had the transfer and my embryos have not had the chance to implant yet. I was a mess. A HOT MESS! She was mortified. I felt so bad. She was crying and saying Lord please save the babies, don't let me have hurt them. Let them hold on...I could only cry like a nut case.
Well, I am better today and thanks for letting me share. :) (I sound like one of my clients)
Erakal
I am so happy for you and your husband. You had a good number of follicles. Hopefully they will keep on growing to blast. If, not day three and then.....STICK LITTLE ONES SITCK!
Dr. S. asked me did we speak regularly and I said yeppers, can you tell me how she is? Well, I did not get an answer, so....how are you? My daughter accidentally kicked me yesterday and I almost had a nervous breakdown....I mean it! I freaked out! She got me right in my tummy..she was only playing but OH LORD! It hurt so bad. I could NOT stop crying. I had my husband praying and he was trying to calm me down..all I could think of was.....of my goodness...I JUST had the transfer and my embryos have not had the chance to implant yet. I was a mess. A HOT MESS! She was mortified. I felt so bad. She was crying and saying Lord please save the babies, don't let me have hurt them. Let them hold on...I could only cry like a nut case.
Well, I am better today and thanks for letting me share. :) (I sound like one of my clients)
Erakal
How awful! How old is your baby girl?
I asked about you, too on Saturday, but he said Hippa rules won't allow him to share. How ar eyou feeling?
I asked about you, too on Saturday, but he said Hippa rules won't allow him to share. How ar eyou feeling?
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