My angel

Well I did see the doc today and my uterus is still growing. She said it's very rare (just like getting pregnant after a tubal legation 1/500) but sometimes the body is in denial and the uterus will still grow even if the embryo is dead.
I must be a VERY special unique person...hum.

So I got an U/S this afternoon, and it's all the same, no growth and no heartbeat, the "baby" died at 6 weeks. So my heart is broken and I cried some more in the comfort of my own home with the support of my hubby and my three children.

So I am getting a D&C tomorrow at 3pm. So it's official, I have my own little angel out there watching over me.

I believe everything positive or negative is being put on our path to teach us something, I'm just wondering what I had to learn out of this experience... I'm still looking for an answer.