Tough Week

Last week was a really tough week for us out here.  
My big black cat, Ninja, was very sick with a urinary blockage.  He had one before that we were able to treat with antibiotics and steroids but we just didn't catch it in time this time and we couldn't afford to have the thousand something dollar procedure to save him.  So after staying up with him for 3 days he passed on Sunday.  We had only been friends for about 4 years and he could be an obnoxious mean cat sometimes but I loved him just the same.  
I still feel terrible and He will be missed dearly.

I know I shouldn't be complaining because everything with the pregnancy is going well with no complications, but I'm tired of being huge.  everything hurts and I can't do anything.  I wish I could get out of the house more often.  I'm tired of looking at the walls...