Jun 02, 2013
Last night was so scary. I can't even begin to describe the pain I was feeling in my stomach last night. It was so bad that I didn't even want to breathe because that just made it worse. I took my pain medications, but I threw them up, so I took more. I threw those up, too, but they stayed down longer than the first ones, so I didn't think I should take anymore, as they're really strong pain medicines. They didn't really seem to help much, though. I eventually called the hospital, but I didn't want to go, so I didn't, because I figured it would be the same thing they found on Thursday. I just had an ultrasound and some blood tests then, which showed some unfortunate news, but I figured nothing new had happened between then and now, so I didn't go. So I just slept on my bathroom floor because I kept vomiting. I was super sweaty, and being on the floor in there cooled me down and made me feel a little less nauseous. I also couldn't stop shaking. I felt like I was going to pass out, but I didn't. I kind of wish I would have so that I could just have some rest of some sort. Today, I was supposed to do laundry and buy groceries, but I'm just staying in bed. I feel better than last night...a lot better, but still pretty crappy. Hopefully tomorrow is much better, because that's when I'm supposed to start my research...