So he left...
Apr 02, 2008 02:53AM
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DH has been gone since Sunday. We talk everyday. Not about the real issues just superficial things. He comes in the morning and checks on me and then in the evening he has come to see DS and make us dinner.
Of course he wants to do this after I give him a peace of my mind and he is staying with the MIL. I am sure she has a lot to say about that, but I am at the point I do not even care about her opinion. I am tired of being in competitin (so she thinks) with her for her sons attention.
After his behavior, she could have him.
Truth is I miss him..Love him..and hope he comes to his senses. If he doesn't then let God deal with it.
I talked to him tonight about the real issues and he and I still cannot see eye to eye. I am just tired. He is just ...i don't know. It's deep and I know God has to put his hand in it, in order for it to work.
Have f/u U/S tommorow. DH wants to go. I am hoping that little bean is ok. The cramping hasn't stopped and I am no longer bleeding. My hope is that DH and I see little bean and his HB pitter pattering. This may be the hand of God we are looking for.
It's hard after a loss and I think we are both scared. We just deal with it differently.
I pray DH will be moved as will I as I lay on that table tommorow morning. Seeing our creation, God's miracle. It will bring him home and we can forget about yesterdays mistakes and ridiculousness and praise God for today and tommorows hope and blssings.
Thanks be to God in advance.
Of course he wants to do this after I give him a peace of my mind and he is staying with the MIL. I am sure she has a lot to say about that, but I am at the point I do not even care about her opinion. I am tired of being in competitin (so she thinks) with her for her sons attention.
After his behavior, she could have him.
Truth is I miss him..Love him..and hope he comes to his senses. If he doesn't then let God deal with it.
I talked to him tonight about the real issues and he and I still cannot see eye to eye. I am just tired. He is just ...i don't know. It's deep and I know God has to put his hand in it, in order for it to work.
Have f/u U/S tommorow. DH wants to go. I am hoping that little bean is ok. The cramping hasn't stopped and I am no longer bleeding. My hope is that DH and I see little bean and his HB pitter pattering. This may be the hand of God we are looking for.
It's hard after a loss and I think we are both scared. We just deal with it differently.
I pray DH will be moved as will I as I lay on that table tommorow morning. Seeing our creation, God's miracle. It will bring him home and we can forget about yesterdays mistakes and ridiculousness and praise God for today and tommorows hope and blssings.
Thanks be to God in advance.
Sweetie, I hope everything goes great with your little bean!
I don't know what happened with you and your DH but, putting it in God's hands is the only thing you can do. He knows what's best for us.
Best of luck.
I don't know what happened with you and your DH but, putting it in God's hands is the only thing you can do. He knows what's best for us.
Best of luck.
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