Apr 03, 2008
last night was the worst night EVER!!! my legs seriously cramped all night long... I ended up sleeping on the floor just so I could have room to kick and spin and cry.... I'm thinking now I should have tapered myself off but oh well... I think going from 15 a day to none a day was a pretty serious move... And the anxiety, oh my gosh.... I'm getting so sad about everything.... And I'm feeling things for people I have no connection to... Like I cried this morning that Bone Thugs n Harmony used to be so amazing and then broke up... I cried because Heath Ledger is dead and will never see his daughter again... WEIRD STUFF!! so anyways... the leg cramps are gone this morning but in exchange I was given NO energy at all... I seriously had to drag myself to get dressed this morning... but I'm proud of myself for not giving in last night... I just have to keep it up....