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Sooo Depressed ;((

Jun 25, 2013 - 7 comments

So depressed right now. Everyone is prego besides me. Everybody on my Fb,Instragram,around me is prego with their 3rd n 4th child. I cant even have one. Smh what about me. I have tried so hard and long. What to do? Y is this is hard? Feel like I just want to break down.

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by Risa615, Jun 25, 2013
So sorry you are down, and I have been there. What helped me is making a new plan monthly. How is your thyroid doing now? Are they watching it closely? I did labs every other month.

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by kimmielou137, Jun 25, 2013
Im actually going get it checked Monday to see if everything is okay. It was back to normal last time. But something not right ,this is so hard ;(

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by renae176, Jun 25, 2013
im sorry your feeling that way, i know how you feel, its hard to watch everyone getting pregnant, but hopefully oneday it will be our turn, :)))

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by KeeLolo, Jun 25, 2013
Well Kimmie, not everyone.... I got AF today so ur not alone by far. I've been married 13yrs the 10th if this month and been trying for 9 of those yrs. nothing would of been more wonderful then to tell my hubby happy anniversary and happy Father's Day!!!! But I could only tell him one of those things!!!! So try to keep your head up. I have it pretty hard too right now I have a 14yr old cousin that is pregnant...... So imagine how I feel :-(

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by butterflybabies, Jun 25, 2013
So sorry your down. I've been there. It's heart breaking going every month and nothing. I've watched so many around me have kids over the years that it made me so bitter and hateful. I hated seeing kids and preggo people. Even to this day I can't believe I finally have my boys. It all still seems like a dream. I know it's hard, hang in there and never give up. I'm so glad that I kept going and I'd go through all that hell I went through again to have my babies. Sending you big hugs

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by Dkalcey, Jun 25, 2013
I feel your pain hun. I have been trying endlessly for 3yrs and nothing. Not even once I have gotten pregnant. And this weight is giving me hell to get off. At times I feel so defeated and miserable.  But what I have started telling myself is that if it never happens thats just how it is supposed to be. If god sees it fit to give me after i have tried my best thats great but if he doesn't,  that just it. I will try not to complain or question God's decision.  I will have to just find other ways to make myself happy for the rest of my life. I wont tell u not to cry because ttc is not so easy for any of us here but I will tell u not to stress too much. Do something that helps u to relax. I love music so whenever I am down I listen to some r&b music. All the best hun and u r in my thoughts.

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by kimmielou137, Jun 29, 2013
We think we all been through it. I will either start back trying in August or Sept. Music does help for me so I'm happy about that. I gotta pick myself back up before I start anything. I just hope this year will be my year.Good Luck to everyone and I'm praying for us all !!

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