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sick and so sorry

Jul 05, 2013 - 8 comments
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my depression was the worse ithas been in 6 years when i lost my mom.  i dont know what happened something in me snapped.  i didnt know what i was writing.  that is no excuse.  the moderator said i could talk to you all through my journals.  i hope someone will care enough to listen to me.  i already miss you all so much.  i made some great friends.  please forgive me.  mandy876

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by remar, Jul 05, 2013
It's Corena. I'm getting ready to read your posts.
Things can happen and we can snap when we're feeling so depressed. Hang in there, okay.

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by mandy876, Jul 05, 2013
thank you so much. mandy876

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by Nighthawk61, Jul 05, 2013
hey sweetie, just checking in and noticed your journal. I'm glad to see that you're checking in. How are you feeling this week end? Are you getting outside to enjoy the summer?

Gerry and I are painting our basement, and it's looking SO GOOD. We're using Martha Stewart's Metallic Paint colors and the jade color we're using picks up the sunlight so nicely. I finally have a full kitchen down here.  

I was lucky today, I passed by a neighbor and they were putting a $ 4 K Champaigne Italian Leather Sectional out on their lawn to get rid of, and I have just the spot for it (on the floor where we have tenant's). What a great way to spend the day. Finally , something for free~

Please feel free to talk about anything, there's nothing wrong with venting here to your friends, okay? Just private message any of your friends, and we'll be here to be your sounding board, just like it should be. You need to talk about the little things that make you angry honey. You can't bottle that stuff up, or you'll go and make yourself sick with worry. Let us help, okay? I'm listening honey......

Liz




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by mandy876, Jul 05, 2013
that is what did everyday she woke up and didnt want to eat didnt want to live didnt care about anything all 2 wweeks.  this really got to me i did not say anything just tried to sleep when she was awake.  it is hard when you love some one and they pull you down so much you get to where you dont care.  that was the worse depression i have been in since my mom died.  hugs sweetie  charlene

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by Nighthawk61, Jul 06, 2013
hey charlene, are you talking about your niece going through a hard time this last two weeks?

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by mandy876, Jul 06, 2013
yes her new meds have really upset her.  she cant sleep eat and her legs hurt all night and she has jerky like tremors in her stomach.  i have been so worried about her and i guess it [ulled me down with her. it got me where i didnt care anymore.  because she said she didnt care about anyone.  i was so hurt.  and i got  really depressed  for the firsttime in a while.  it was even worse than when my mom died.  then when i thought i lost all of you i  paniced.  i am so sorry.  mandy876

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by jemma116, Jul 16, 2013
Hope you are feeling much better now Mandy.

Best wishes

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by mandy876, Jul 19, 2013
I think so.  the doctors was out but the nurse said with my problems maybe I should go back to my old dosage of venlaxafine 75mg.  that is Effexor.i keep running fever and fell shaky and sick.  the constipation really makes me cramp so bad.  I called to get my pills and they said they had not changed my dosage yet.  so I have to wait and call them back today. I really don't know what I am doing.  it is good to hear from you.  I will feel you in later.  your friend charlene

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